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Zoom amajor7:

i wrote my art goals/artist statement for the next 100 years.

amajor7:

i wrote my art goals/artist statement for the next 100 years.

04.08.14 6443
does this just irritate me?
I hate how an overweight girl who achieves weightloss & flaunts her body is praised for her progress
but an already fit girl is not allowed to flaunt
01.14.14 1
Zoom billowsmith:

really close to home

billowsmith:

really close to home

01.05.14 154863
just venting….

Growing up as a half black, and half Alaska Native in a white community was hard. Its like being around my peers to them was some kind of culture shock that I got negative attention for. As a little kid I had crazy frizzy hair and everyone use to make fun of me. I got told I am treated like dirt because I look like it, I was often pushed away from my peers only because I was diffrent. I grew up hating myself because it felt like everyone hated me. The only thing that made me happy during my time of sadness was music. My step mom use to love driving around blaring music, so I felt at ease, and felt safe listening to music. She use to play everything, Tina Turner, Madonna, Britney Spears, Bon Jovi, The Backstreet Boys, TLC, Brandy, Jewel, Whiteny Houston, Sheryle Crow, Michael Jackson, Journey, Nsync, Destineys Child, and so much more! By the time I got to middle school people treated me wrose..but I made a few friends and we connected through music. We would sit together and discuss all the Top 40 songs and compete on learning the lyrics to songs first, and thats when I was exposed to hip-hop. I remember memorizing so many raps and dances just to impress my ‘friends’, but eventually they got tired of me because I was always singing and I wouldnt shut-up. So I started losing more and more friends and at the same time family issues were going on at home..so I had to move a few times. While I lived in several diffrent locations I met people who gave me the opportunity to be exposed to poetry, and insisted I start writing some- so I did. And for some reason poetry was so natural, and everyone who attended slams told me I was incredible at rhyming and saying exactly what was on my mind. As I got validated through my poetic skills, it molded into songwriting, and progressed to raps. This had happened at the age of 14, just 14 I knew that this is what i was suppose to be doing- being an artist! I spent so much of my youth appreciating and escaping my problems through music, and now I can be a musician and face my problems! It was very evident I was passionate about music because my family had to start ‘talking me out of it’ telling me its unlikely that I will make anything of it, and I shouldnt do it. But I rebelled, there was so many things in my life that were controlling me and this was one thing that didnt, so I never gave up. No matter how much my family doubted me I continued songwriting and only dreamt about being able to record. Being that my family was so againts my dreams, I was threatened to be kicked out if they find out I try to record my music which didnt make any sense to me. Its not dangerous, its just rap. I just happen to like talking about myself in a rhyme to give myself the confidence I never had, and the confidence my family never gave. Why is it so bad, I want to do something that makes me feel good? Its like its a drug, or its alcohol, or sex! Its music! I was so dedicated to the craft that I decided I would break the cycle in my family and not do drugs and alcohol…yet I was still untrusted..and still am. But now I am 19 years old, and have over a year of college completed, and working towards a bachoelors degree. I am majoring in human services so my family can be proud that I established a ‘normal living’ but what they dont know is I have taken my ambitions to the next level and have recorded some of my music! It is very recent that I have been able to record a song (Febuary 2013) and since then I have recorded 3 of them:

http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEeLd69stt_-mKPtQ-fldEg

but I just feel like im off to a bad start. People like my lyrics, but dont feel my flow…and I want to put out a project this year„but I dont want to have the same response..alot of people are supporting me, and hoping I improve..but im scared I wont be able to, and that I will fail, and all of this is just a waste..but at the same time, music is the only thing that has been there for me, and continues to be the only thing I can rely on…im just so confused right now…

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taint3ed:

LOL I can’t

01.02.14 156430
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01.02.14 36933
Artist: Lady Gaga
Song: Do What U Want [feat. Christina Aguilera] [Explicit]
Album: Do What U Want [Explicit]
Plays: 705,523
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jamesesesess:

Do What U Want (feat. Christina Aguilera)

12.31.13 20805
Zoom ccheckov:

rosethevaliant:

kevinology:

this picture pisses me off so fucking much. THIS FUCKING PICTURE OF GOD DAMN COOKIE DOUGH. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN YOU BAKE FUCKING COOKIES, THEY SPREAD OUT AND ELONGATE. THESE COOKIES ARE PRACTICALLY TOUCHING EACHOTHER. THIS IS GONNA END UP BEING A DAMN COOKIE CAKE. ARE U SHITTING ME HAVE YOU NEVER BAKED COOKIES BEFORE. YOU CAN NOT BAKE 32 INDIVIDUAL COOKIES ON A PAN MADE FOR 16 MAXIMUM. motherfucker

shit gets real in the baking fandom

i guess you could say they were
baking bad

ccheckov:

rosethevaliant:

kevinology:

this picture pisses me off so fucking much. THIS FUCKING PICTURE OF GOD DAMN COOKIE DOUGH. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN YOU BAKE FUCKING COOKIES, THEY SPREAD OUT AND ELONGATE. THESE COOKIES ARE PRACTICALLY TOUCHING EACHOTHER. THIS IS GONNA END UP BEING A DAMN COOKIE CAKE. ARE U SHITTING ME HAVE YOU NEVER BAKED COOKIES BEFORE. YOU CAN NOT BAKE 32 INDIVIDUAL COOKIES ON A PAN MADE FOR 16 MAXIMUM. motherfucker

shit gets real in the baking fandom

i guess you could say they were

baking bad

12.29.13 1067907

houseofdawn:

I see you Kat Dennings

12.29.13 3191
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12.29.13 11718
Zoom real-hiphophead:

Ms. Lauryn Hill

real-hiphophead:

Ms. Lauryn Hill

12.29.13 1809

ladymacmeth:

the sound of high heels on the pavement as you walk is the ultimate power trip, like you could be buying milk or on your way to assassinate someone

12.29.13 427579
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12.29.13 148322

obamadontcare:

straight a’s???? why not GAY a’s stop homophobia now

12.28.13 190962